Black thoughts.

Sometimes you rely too much on people. Sometimes you need to, it's like religion, you need it. But just as putting faith in God and blaming him for not doing things according to your plan, you get disappointed with people in whom you blindly rely on and put so much expectations on one's actions and attitudes. Today I felt hit by a tsunami. Suddenly I had no "job", no boyfriend, no friends and no family to talk to, to cry on their shoulder, to feel safe just for the fact that you're being held at that moment. And the worst part is that when you actually gather the strength to call them, they don't even have a clue of what you are going through and you feel guilty to drag them into your "not-so-perfect" world, or you just feel ashamed and have no guts to admit you are a complete failure. Then when you most need the people you love, you make an effort not to, and let them live their lives without concerning about yours. At the end of the day, the only one that you're disappointed with is YOURSELF.

Random thought...

Am drowning in philosophical thoughts, thinking about "meaning of life" and that sort of things... And I must say that I'm not really amused by these cloudy thoughts. It must have been easier to live in the middle age...

AIDA: A New Broadway Musical!

I've been wanting to write for a while, but time is a commodity right now. Have been working on my final projects and that can be really consuming! Anyways, last Sunday, 28th of September, I went to the see AIDA, the Broadway musical. Here's a little bit more about it:

"Aida is a musical drama in two acts based on Giuseppe Verdi's Italian-language opera by the same name, which is based on a story by Auguste Mariette which is based on Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. The musical was produced by Hyperion Theatricals, a unit within Disney Theatrical, with music by Elton John, lyrics by Tim Rice, and book by Linda Woolverton, Robert Falls, and David Henry Hwang."

Overall, the musical was amazing and I was more than impressed with Aida's singing! Ops, have to go now, write more about it later... or not!